Surrender

Tonight I knelt at the altar and I surrendered. I surrendered my dreams. I don't understand why God wants me to do what He does. I feel incapable of conquering the challenge He has set in front of me. I don't feel strong enough to run the race. Tonight when I knelt at the altar I learned I have to do what God is calling me to do no matter how alone I will feel and no matter what people will say of me. Surrendering that was the hardest part! And then a brother came up to me and he told me he doesn't know me but he noticed me the past two nights and he senses that God is doing something in my life. He just wants to tell me to go and do it! I didn't know what to say at first. How did he know I needed to hear those words? Everything he said I shouldn't worry about was something I was worrying about. Then him and a friend prayed over me.  This brother has no idea how much he hit everything just perfectly. But there is one person who knew I need to hear those words. That one person is the Almighty Father. The Ruler of All. Even though my dreams look impossible and the dreams God has for me look impossible I know that with God I can accomplish them and I can't wait to see where God leads me!

Dear God, Thank-you for being my father. Thank-you for giving me dreams. God, right now I just want to surrender my dreams over to you! God, right now they look impossible and sometimes I am still not sure what You want me to do. I just ask that you would give me clarity of mind. I pray I would be able to feel your presence and know what You want me to do! Lord, humbly I lay at your feet. Surrendering every part of me. Surrendering the fear of what my friends will say. Surrendering the fear of failing. Lord, I pray that by my surrendering of my dreams, others will be touched. I want my life to be a blessing. So Lord, here at Your feet. The feet that walked this earth. The feet that were nailed to a cross for me. I surrender!